Hey everyone that watches me! way to be amazing and thanks for the support. I just wanted to say that im having photoshop issues right now and have been having difficulties making the icons but ill do my best to fix it after thanksgiving being that tomorrow im going skiing for the second time this week... I LOVE SKIING!!!

Well i wish you all a happy thanksgiving or a good week if you dont celebrate it!

Ok now i must vent a little bit...
Now tell me... have you ever felt like you valued a relationship with someone more than they did? I dont just mean boyfriend/girlfriend relationships but with anyone. I feel like most of my relationships with people are like that. I would and do give a lot of my time and pretty much all i have to make a good friend happy but they never seem to return in kind. All i ask for is a gesture that im not the slave in this situation. i have(deep down) known all along that a lot of my relationships are one-sided but it really hit home when my roommate mentioned that i would do something if she told me to. i refuted this of course but i think... i do a shit ton of favors for people. Do they put as much effort forth? the answer varies but really the answer is either no or occasionally. Why do i love people when they dont care as much for me? ive had people ignore me, not invite me, or put forth little effort to see that i know im invited. im fucking (srry for the american) sick of it. My newer friends in college invite me and include me and seem to care about me as much as i care about them. I never realized before how much of a push-over ive been and how i deserve better relationships. I still care for my old high school buddies but, honestly i do not miss those days. I will most likely try and further my new relationships more and move forward in my life rather than returning home to people that honestly dont care that im there. obviously this does not apply to all of my home-town friends but most of them have been guilty of this. I find that im angry, angrier than ive ever been. Ive had so many close friends betray me in more ways than one and its destabilizing my faith in humanity. This has to stop, i must come up with a good way to handle this while controlling my rage. I could seriously punch someone right now... sorry that was so long... if you read all that then sorry but i dont want to bother my hall mates right now and i needed to vent.

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Finish my own comic page 4
Referecnce sheets
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100 Animals Challenge: Timber Wolf
Fresian Horse

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